Hartley Coleridge, New Poems, Including a Selection from his Published Poetry, ed. Earl Leslie Griggs (London: Oxford University Press, 1942): 88. PR 4467 N4 1942
1Something has my heart to say
2Something on my brest does weigh
3That when I would full fain be gay
4 Still pulls me back.
5Something evil does this load
6Most assuredly forebode,
7So my experience sadly shew'd
8 Too well I know.
9Sometimes, as if with mocking guile
10The pain departs a little while,
11Then I can dance and sing and smile
12 With merry glee --
13But soon, to soon it comes again
14The sulky, stifling, leaden pain,
15As a black cloud is big with rain
16 'Tis big with woe.
17All I ask is but to know
18The depth and nature of the woe.
19I hope not for a wind to blow
20 The cloud away.
21I hear an inarticulate sound
22Wherein no fixed sense is found
23But sorrow, sorrow without bound
24 Of what or where.
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Memoir of Hartley Coleridge by Dervent Coleridge, in Poems, 2nd edn., 2 vols. (London: Moxon, 1851): I, lxxxiii. PR 4467 A2C6 Robarts Library
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